Danny, dude...
Just a bit of advice. If there was a plan in place for someone to work in a program with you, you should let them know ahead of time. If you make these kind of decisions just flying by the seat of your pants, you're making it extremely difficult for anyone to want to get into a program with you in the future, since they'll have no idea what you're going to pull next.
I can see that you actively want to roleplay, you just need to get a handle on some of the finer points of doing it, like planning a while in advance and sticking to the plan, and being considerate to others who are involved with that plan.